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"I heard those stupid people talk about you again,
I just have to laugh to keep from hurting bad.
Their simple minds just cannot seem to understand,
You are neurotic and depressed,
It doesn't mean that you're sad.

Tell me why you want to be blind.
I don't want to be normal like you.
I know now, everyday
I get closer
To the place inside where I can be normal too.

I will never be normal like you.
You walk around oblivious to everyone.
I see you walking slow and simple,
Underneath the big black sun."

- Normal Like You; Everclear.

I'm pretty uninteresting, really. I live in a boring suburb, in a boring town, by a boring lake. I wile away the days watching movies of many different genres, watching drama or comedy on TV, playing videogames and roleplaying. I do love the roleplaying.

I was abused as a child, by a daycare owner. I only remember snippets. But this has led to fears of people, being touched, open spaces (as she locked us outside of the house, and her backyard was fenceless), and, strangely enough, tomatoes. I was also taunted and bullied viciously in school, and attacked physically more then once. I have been stabbed by various objects twice. Fun, right? I hate needles, and doctors in general. I'm on way too many pills.

I don't care about penises or vaginas. I have no preference, because neither thrill me. But I can appreciate the beauty of both males and females. I have no desire to enter a relationship.

I have a small group of very close friends, whom I would do anything for. Raven is unquestioningly my best friend, I love her to pieces, she's like a sister that doesn't annoy me. We laugh together, we cry together, we help eachother manage.Peachy and Rora are also on the list of win, I love to hang out with them, chatting about nonsensical nothings and fangirling over the newest game or movie. Thanks for putting up with me for so long, guys.

I'm currently out of school, but planning on going to college and studying psychotherapy. I have Clinical Depression, Bipolar disorder, and Anxiety disorder, and I've found therapy to be immensely helpful. I want to be able to help people with similar problems, because I know how hard it is to go through them on your own.

Too much information. ... Yea. Gonna shut up now.

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Background image by the wonderful Wolfie. <3

Layout images by Raven.

Basics
-Name: Alyssa.
-Gender: Female.
-Age: 19.
-Religion: Agnostic.
-Sexuality: Asexual.
-Status: Single, not interested.
Body
-Type: Slightly pudgy, curvy, strong legs.
-Height: Around 5 feet.
-Hair: Dark brown, sometimes mistaken for black.
-Eyes: Medium blue.
-Skin: Incredibly pale. Acquiring freckles.
Favorites
-Color: Black. (No, I'm not gothic, I just find the color soothing.) Dark navy blue, muted green.
-Animal: Imaginary; Dragon. Real; Pigs, Ants, African Wild Dogs, Hyenas.
-Music: Garbage, New Order, Everclear, The Fratellis.
-Game: Okami, Halo, SSBB, the Tales series, especially Tales of the Abyss, Phoenix Wright and its sequels.
-Movie: V for Vendetta, Cloverfield, Princess Mononoke.
-Manga: Death Note, Bleach (;_;), Loveless.
-Character: JEI. Oki. Jade. Edgeworth, Ishida, Thanh, Reu.