
She was in love with someone she couldn't have, what was she to do? The Great Mother had decided Oki and Waka were to be together, and who was she to argue with a goddess? It didn't matter that she carried Oki's child. It didn't matter that she was head over heels for him. It's enough to drive someone into despair.
Luckily, she was better at being bitchy, and chose to be angry instead. Still, when she was scared, or alone, her true feelings shone through.
Kai was sure Amaterasu had a grudge of some sort, especially when she was forced to let a frightening Lunaris into her home. But she should have trusted that the Great Mother was letting things unfold in the best possible way. Even though she was still grieving over Oki, this newcomer somehow wound up falling for her. And in an attempt to ease her own pain, she let him into her heart.
It turned out to be the move that saved her. Never could she have imagined such a frightening-looking fellow would be so wonderful to her. Now, years later, she has six wonderful children, and a mate who has stood by her, and she regrets nothing.
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Raven says you gonna get raped.
Bio
Physical
"I hate the world today.
You're so good to me,
I know, but I can't change.
Tried to tell you,
But you look at me like maybe
I'm an angel underneath.
Innocent and sweet.
Yesterday I cried,
Must have been relieved to see
The softer side.
I can understand how you'd be so confused,
I don't envy you.
I'm a little bit of everything,
All rolled into one.
[Chorus:]
I'm a bitch, I'm a lover,
I'm a child, I'm a mother,
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint,
I do not feel ashamed.
I'm your hell, I'm your dream,
I'm nothing in between.
You know you wouldn't want it any other way
So take me as I am.
This may mean
You'll have to be a stronger man.
Rest assured that
When I start to make you nervous,
And I'm going to extremes,
Tomorrow I will change,
And today won't mean a thing.
[Chorus]
Just when you think, you got me figured out,
The season's already changing.
I think it's cool, you do what you do,
And don't try to save me.
[Chorus]
I'm a bitch, I'm a tease,
I'm a goddess on my knees.
When you hurt, when you suffer,
I'm your angel undercover.
I've been numb, I'm revived,
Can't say I'm not alive.
You know I wouldn't want it any other way"
- I'm a Bitch; Meredith Brooks.